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well i actually have time now to make a emo journal entry.
lets see, my boyfriend thinks im trying to ignor him...why i dont know. i have been busy and he takes it personally. and it hurts because i wouldnt ever do that to him.
my doggy is dieing=( she has this desease thingy and she is really sad and crys and i dunno. i cant deal with this.
my mom is breaking down because of my dog.
im stuck here to be emo and cry all the time.
i hate fighting with him. he is so amazing. im just waiting for him to leave me for someone better. it hurts so much because i can feel the day come closer. i love him more then anything. he is so amazing.i dont know what im gunna do. do i deserve this? is this how i am suppose to end, the love life for me? is he going to be the last one? i hope he is the only one. i want to be with him all the time, but i never know if he feels the same.
well im being emo and crying at the computer...what a loser i am.
well i really do love that boy and i wish things would get better. but for now, i shall cry myself to sleep and wonder how im going to get up in the morning and look in the mirror.
lets see, my boyfriend thinks im trying to ignor him...why i dont know. i have been busy and he takes it personally. and it hurts because i wouldnt ever do that to him.
my doggy is dieing=( she has this desease thingy and she is really sad and crys and i dunno. i cant deal with this.
my mom is breaking down because of my dog.
im stuck here to be emo and cry all the time.
i hate fighting with him. he is so amazing. im just waiting for him to leave me for someone better. it hurts so much because i can feel the day come closer. i love him more then anything. he is so amazing.i dont know what im gunna do. do i deserve this? is this how i am suppose to end, the love life for me? is he going to be the last one? i hope he is the only one. i want to be with him all the time, but i never know if he feels the same.
well im being emo and crying at the computer...what a loser i am.
well i really do love that boy and i wish things would get better. but for now, i shall cry myself to sleep and wonder how im going to get up in the morning and look in the mirror.