Nov 07, 2006 21:46
i know this probably seems like it's coming out of left field, but there's something i'd like to explain: see, when i was in the hospital and was too sick to talk and the doctors told me i only had a 40% chance of living, i had an epiphany. i realized that i never really told my family how much i loved and appreciated them, and i never told my friends how much they meant to me. then i made the resolution that if i ever got out, i would always try to be forthcoming about my feelings for people, even if it meant making an idiot of myself. that's why, every once in a while, i'll get super humble and throw myself at the feet of someone special.
i just needed you to know i still really care, and you're worth looking stupid over.