the only broken hearted loser youll ever need
walking hastly through the outside, and down some abadon street that no one else is on. why, am i the only one on this street? where does this road lead? so many questions perpuntrate through my head that i feel, like on most days, my head is about to burst and an oozing pool of thoughts and questions will be the only remnants left of my existance. i dont know why it is so cold on this road, all of the other roads felt warm and were well lit, why is this one so dark and lonely? out of no where some one jumps from the shawdows and takes my right ear off with them. 'now you better listen up since, youre only going to be able to hear half of what i say, 'w fa lif mo dific jour alo, th i yo ro.'" with that he was gone? what was he saying? i could only make out half of it.......that bastard kept my ear too. the blood purpantrating from the right side of my head has left a nice fresh stain on my white hoodie that is my only protection from the near freezing temperatures. i continue down this dark path when i see a young boy sitting alone in the shawdows. i walk over to him and before i can say anything he rips out one of my eyes. he stands up and i see that this is no boy but is rather a mucolicko. the mucolicko says 'yo bett pa clo atten t wh i a goi t d.' i could only make out half of what it was saying too, i cant believe that bastard kept my ear. the mucolicko starts to run up and down the road, flying at speeds that i have not seen before in my life. was his life spinning out of control and the shadow that was him, merely a resemblance of my life spinning out of control. was it even running that fast? my vision was slightly obscured because i could only see between the tears that were falling down my one eye that was left. why the hell am i crying? it doesnt ever hurt that bad. i continue to walk hastly down my road, hoping to make it out of this place before any of my other body parts are severed. i see light up ahead, is that road final over? am i coming to the end? right before im about to walk into a robust of life, a woman leaps from the shawdows. where did she come from? how can i see her? i still only have one fucking eye. she starts to speak, "where have you been?" how can i hear her so clearly? why can i make out what she says? i reach over and feel that my ear has been reattached, i reach up to feel for my missing eye. it has been replaced. i look to the right and see the man is standing there. i look to the left and see the mucolicko is standing there. what is going on here? i thought i was the only broken hearted loser this world would ever need, why are there three other beings on this road? the woman opens her mouth to speak again and whispers the words, "i cant tell you how much you mean to me." what the fuck is she talking about? as shes saying that she approaches me, i feel her body press up against mine, i feel her legs, rough and unshaven. her lips press up against mine, and it is the most sensual and passionate thing i have ever felt. i feel the kiss all the way to my stomach, there is a burning sensation in my stomach. yes a burning sensation. she pulls away and starts laughing. what is going on here? i look over to the left and the mucolicko is laughing at me too. i reach down and feel that my midsection is missing. where did it go? was that what the burning was? i am overcome with weakness i fall to the ground, and feel a strecther laid beneath my body. i see the man and the mucolicko pick me up on it. are they going to save me? why am i still alive? i some how am able to reach my head up and look to the end of the road, wasnt there light there before? whatever light there was has been replaced by a fire infested inferno. the strecher is thrown into this inferno and i am left to burn inside this hell called my heart filled with feelings.