Loving My Chemical Romance
Well I have to begin with what I’ve been saying all day today and yesterday. THE CONCERT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!. If I was obsessed with MCR before I am now IN LOVE WITH THEM now. I cannot explain how awesome they were because no words will be able to describe it. It was *squeals out of enjoyment*...Man I will never live this down. I swear this was the best thing Aidan planned. Sure there was drama and we’re, well I am, grounded for life but would I do it all over again? FUCK YEA. Sorry for the profanity but Gerard kept saying “mother f**kers” and I am just stuck with the F word. I cannot believe I saw Frank in real life. I am going to die with that. This obsession with MCR is turning dangerous. I can feel the warning bells going off in my head. Am I going to pay attention to them? No! I will never live this down. I think the next thing to live this down is going to another concert 2 years later. Man they sure know how to keep people like me alive. Wow MCR just beat out senior year LOL. I will be talking about this until…forever. So consider this my warning for getting annoying. I loved all the songs they played. That guy and girl standing next to us, who were all sweaty, knocked me out on my favorite song, I never told you guys what I do for a living. It was okay though. They better be glad I was too high off MCR to care. On other news…
I’m thinking of making this a friend’s only journal. Why? I don’t know. While in my search for MCR Avys (yes I found some good ones) I ran across some banners that were “Friends Only” and I must say they look great. Now my reasons for turning my entries private is because
1. I don’t want everyone to know my business
2. I don’t know who is reading my entries
3. I don’t want people to find me
So basically it’s a people problem. You guys know I’m already paranoid as it is and making sure I’m not giving away too much is a hassle. You know me. What ever comes out even if it doesn’t make sense, which is most of the time, is put out there. I already care too much about what people think of me. I cannot handle over a thousand people judging me. It can kill me. So maybe it’s best I make this private. I don’t know we’ll see. Maybe I’ll just keep on doing what I did. What I want to keep private will be posted as private and what I want to be read will be public. I’ll base my decision on what you guys think.
I was on a mission to find MCR icons and after and hour of searching I found some. It was hard trying to find them but it was worth it. Now if only I knew how to work out these layouts so I can use some really cool ones I found. Most people on here are very creative which makes me grateful I’m not that creative. I think people would die if it depended on me making avies for them lol. So snuggles I guess I need more tutoring.
Today wasn’t so bad. It felt like I was passing by in a coma. For once I actually enjoyed this feeling. Having too many feelings in 1 day, which is everyday for me, is very tiring. I went by apathetic today not caring or giving a damn. It felt relatively nice. Thank goodness no teachers gave me homework. I came home drowsy and I fell asleep until 9 pm. That’s when I woke up (I had a good MCR dream too). And now it’s 11 and I must start wrapping this up. There are a couple of things I need to do.
1. Cramp up for the PSAT
2. Pick out a class ring
3. I forgot the third thing. lol.
O yes before I forget. How could I end my entry without mentioning my ever popular topic; Guys? There were some really good looking ones at the concert. They were all older though so chances of anything happening are zero. Guys with really good hair! My god I think we found our sanctuary Aidan. lol. This just gives me more energy to go ahead with my one goal. Marry a Punk Rocker. It will piss of my family, fulfill my dreams, and will crush my mom’s hopes of being “normal”. LMAO. I think I have set out for a life goal.
Kikyo
P.S. Remind me not to go late night surfing for Icons. Not a good idea. And definitely getting a paid account…when I get money.
I’m thinking of making this a friend’s only journal. Why? I don’t know. While in my search for MCR Avys (yes I found some good ones) I ran across some banners that were “Friends Only” and I must say they look great. Now my reasons for turning my entries private is because
1. I don’t want everyone to know my business
2. I don’t know who is reading my entries
3. I don’t want people to find me
So basically it’s a people problem. You guys know I’m already paranoid as it is and making sure I’m not giving away too much is a hassle. You know me. What ever comes out even if it doesn’t make sense, which is most of the time, is put out there. I already care too much about what people think of me. I cannot handle over a thousand people judging me. It can kill me. So maybe it’s best I make this private. I don’t know we’ll see. Maybe I’ll just keep on doing what I did. What I want to keep private will be posted as private and what I want to be read will be public. I’ll base my decision on what you guys think.
I was on a mission to find MCR icons and after and hour of searching I found some. It was hard trying to find them but it was worth it. Now if only I knew how to work out these layouts so I can use some really cool ones I found. Most people on here are very creative which makes me grateful I’m not that creative. I think people would die if it depended on me making avies for them lol. So snuggles I guess I need more tutoring.
Today wasn’t so bad. It felt like I was passing by in a coma. For once I actually enjoyed this feeling. Having too many feelings in 1 day, which is everyday for me, is very tiring. I went by apathetic today not caring or giving a damn. It felt relatively nice. Thank goodness no teachers gave me homework. I came home drowsy and I fell asleep until 9 pm. That’s when I woke up (I had a good MCR dream too). And now it’s 11 and I must start wrapping this up. There are a couple of things I need to do.
1. Cramp up for the PSAT
2. Pick out a class ring
3. I forgot the third thing. lol.
O yes before I forget. How could I end my entry without mentioning my ever popular topic; Guys? There were some really good looking ones at the concert. They were all older though so chances of anything happening are zero. Guys with really good hair! My god I think we found our sanctuary Aidan. lol. This just gives me more energy to go ahead with my one goal. Marry a Punk Rocker. It will piss of my family, fulfill my dreams, and will crush my mom’s hopes of being “normal”. LMAO. I think I have set out for a life goal.
Kikyo
P.S. Remind me not to go late night surfing for Icons. Not a good idea. And definitely getting a paid account…when I get money.