From Bad luck to good fortune (I had a better title but forgot)
Hello my ppl. I am proud to announce that I am officially a Florida Driver! I must say as I was telling snuggles, aww isn’t that such a wonderful name?! lol, the minute I walked out of the DMV I regretted getting my license. I got such a horrible empty and lonely feeling, all feelings of which I can’t live with as Aidan knows. I was a total wreck when I got up to the counter. Of course I wasn’t nervous about the test I was nervous about being in front of ppl. I know I’m weird but this was a given. Every time that man spoke I had to tell him to repeat himself. He had a Spanish accent, usually I love accents but this was just annoying when you look back at it. He didn’t even tell me what to do. Like when they measure your vision it’s like the machines at the doctor’s office except when you press your forehead against the thing these letters appear all the way at the bottom of the lens. I kno sounds weird but when you first look through the thing it’s all black so I had to ask him what to do. A professional would explain things to you, but no he didn’t instruct me to do anything just asked questions. Anyways I regretted getting my license bcuz I now have no excuse for ranting about driving. O yea my mother made me waste the money I couldn’t afford to waste on the drivers license. Why do they even charge you for getting your license?! I swear the state will try to rip you off of anything. It’s not like everyone can pass the test. This one woman took the test 3 times. I finished before her and that is saying something bcuz while I was inline she was taking the test. So I was pissed at my mother she knew I was saving up money. We’re in a “money crisis” right now…
Just my luck. We always go broke before something good is about to happen to me. Like the MCR concert. I’ve been looking forward to it for so long that I often forget I am actually going. Since the concert is coming I wanted to accessorize but I am broke. Then just this past weekend I got money so it was good at least I was starting off good. I was planning on getting more money this weekend to actually be able to buy stuff. I basically get an allowance on the weekends this was great tho I was going to be able to buy something. Now I only have $10 to my name. Ugh! I can only afford one thing and when you’re me one thing isn’t enough. I kno sounds snotty but I have such a hard time deciding on one thing that I ask other ppl and base my decision on that. Snuggles and Aidan know that’s the truth. SO I’m going to see what I do for money. I might just go beg to my family, even tho my mom prohibits us from doing so. Then there’s the actual concert day I’m not going to have money for then. See why I need a job even my parents say so and they actually don’t object to my having a job. It’s the ride that’s the problem.
As my title indicates something good had to happen and it did. My mother was finally called from the job she had applied to. THANK GOD!!! My mother finally working means I’m going to have money soon. And that means my troubles are over, for now, I’m still trying to figure out how I can get a job. I’m trying to figure out the transportation. But yes thank goodness she got the job. I finally will see the light of day. See I can’t really count on my father bcuz he’s never here. I don’t see him much unless it’s Sunday. O this reminds me of the new Kelly Clarkson video. I saw it today and I cried. Man I hate to admit it but she really is good. I love her lyrics she can really say something through her songs, unlike Hepatitis D. This new song not only has a sad video but a sad story line and I can actually remember what that feels like. I have issues too and those lyrics really hit home. Ah well that’s about it. I’m going to sign off now. I’m missing Law and Order. Bye
Kikyo
PS Wow I haven’t used that name in a long time.