College
I think I am stuck in a rut...
Who would have thought that a year ago I was headed somewhere, I had my mind made up about where I wanted to be a few months from now. Now I feel so lost and like I have no future. I've yet to apply to a college thanks to my wonder [sarcasm]counselor[/sarcasm]. My future is depending on her and I can't do anything about it. I've delayed it so much that my worst fears are going to come true. This truly sucks bcuz the last thing I want to do is go to mdcc. I had my heart set on FSU since 10th grade and now it seems as if the road to FSU is so far away I will never reach it. I don't even know what I exactly want to do in college I just kno I want to go. I feel like such a failure and the worst part is that I let myself down. I told myself at the beginning of this year that I was going to apply everywhere early. Well as you can see I haven't done anything. If only I could rewind time to september I would do things differently. At first my biggest fear this year was college rejection but by now it has progressed to life without going no where *sigh* I need to do something drastic and I pray it's still not too late for me.
GinDealer