Feb 18, 2008 13:24
I am so pissed off at myself,but at the same time I'm really happy..
I figured myself out.
I hate men because I don't want to be "their women."
I don't want to feel like I'm owned by anyone.
I hate feeling like I need any man in my life.
but then again that's sober Heather.
Drunk Heather should be in the fucking hall of shame.
I'll fuck anyone when I'm drunk..
I'm so mad at myself.
Last night I went against everything I stand for..
I hate drunk Heather..
I'm so stupid too..
I have half a jug of wine left..
I'm so gonna drink it..maybe not..?
Stoned Heather is still bitchin' though.
If I've learned anything for last night it's that you can't push yourself into being what everyone want you to be.
I've also learn that no one should be judgmental. I guess in the end,we all do things that were not proud of..