(no subject)
i always want to write long entries,
that talk about everything that's going on
except there's usually nothing too important
or anything that seems to matter, much.
but lately
my life has been turned kind of upside down,
and i can't really do anything about it.
sparknotes for april:
-she broke up with long-term, first-love boyfriend.
-found out she's moving. [and it's further than a drive away]
i remember i wrote that one entry
in january, when we were still working things out.
but it seems that since then
we just kind of pro-longed it, the breaking up.
and even after all is said and done
it hurts, more than i ever imagined it would.
love's a crazy thing.
[it's hard to know how to stop
without running right back to it]
and then
i find out i'm moving to virginia.
this summer.
--now, now i've crashed.
that talk about everything that's going on
except there's usually nothing too important
or anything that seems to matter, much.
but lately
my life has been turned kind of upside down,
and i can't really do anything about it.
sparknotes for april:
-she broke up with long-term, first-love boyfriend.
-found out she's moving. [and it's further than a drive away]
i remember i wrote that one entry
in january, when we were still working things out.
but it seems that since then
we just kind of pro-longed it, the breaking up.
and even after all is said and done
it hurts, more than i ever imagined it would.
love's a crazy thing.
[it's hard to know how to stop
without running right back to it]
and then
i find out i'm moving to virginia.
this summer.
--now, now i've crashed.