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Dec 22, 2010 17:14

Title: Sacrifice
Author: heavenlove
Rating: pg13
Pairing: onesided!onkey, ontae
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: story is mineee! dont steal or i will cry! D=
A/n: I am backk! =D

“I DON’T EVEN GET WHAT YOU SEE IN HIM, TAEMIN! GAHHH!” I shouted at Taemin as he continued smiling at something that none of us could see. “Onew, is so perfect. There is no reason for me to not like him and no reason for you to not like him.” Taemin just said and continued dreaming about Onew.

I hated Onew, I hated him for ‘stealing’ my friend. I hated every part of him, I don’t get why everyone loves him, it is as if he is like a magnet and everyone is attracted to him. I hated him to the very core. Until that very day, when I realized that every time he smiles, my heart would thump faster than usual and whenever his eyes make their way to me, I would blush without myself knowing. “Are you having fever? Why is your cheeks so red?” Jonghyun would ask. I brushed it off saying, “the weather these days is so hot! Why is it so hot, I think I am gonna die from heatstroke.”

“It is hot? Eh? But it is snowing!” Jonghyun said out loud.

The next few days were pure torture. I would bump into him in the canteen, along the corridors, outside the general office and almost everywhere you can think of.

And the time when he caught me to stop me from falling, his hand around my waist and we were in a very awkward position. My heart almost came out of my mouth. I muttered a sorry and quickly left that place. I was too embarrassed to face him.

Every time in class, I cannot help but steal a few glances at him. How hot he looked when he is serious in his work, every time his name is mentioned I would look up and my eyes darting around the classroom in search of him. Yet every time I see him getting too close to another classmate, I cannot help but feel like stabbing him or her and claim Onew as mine. Is that love? Just as I was about to leave the classroom after the last bell of the day rang, I spotted Taemin waiting outside of my classroom. I decided to ask Taemin what was this feeling since he was more experienced in that.

“Taemin-ah, what is this feeling if you blush when someone look at you or when every time that someone’s name is mentioned, you will try to look for him, or whenever someone gets close to that certain someone, you gets jealous and feels like stabbing that person?” I asked, afraid of knowing the truth.

“Hyung! It is LOVE! You are in love, hyung! Who’s that lucky someone!” Taemin pressed me to tell him who was that certain someone.

I just blushed and refused to answer. “It’s all right, I won’t force you to tell, I believe that you will tell me soon! HAHAHA!” Taemin laughed and continued walking.

I am sorry Taemin, I don’t think you will ever know or want to know this certain someone.

“Do you know Onew is a player? I was hurt by him once, we were such a happy couple until he broke up with me for some slut, ugh, I hate him.” I said to my friends. “Are you serious? He is such a jerk! I cant believe I actually liked him!” “Omo, I must be blind to actually like him!” I was satisfied when I hear all those comments from my friends. This plan is going well, even though I am smiling on the outside, deep down, I am hurting. Sorry Onew, mianhae.

Day by day, the rumors spread around, it became worse and worse and now whenever Onew is walking along the corridors, people would give him weird stares and whispered things about him. I knew sooner or later, he would find out who did this to him.

But I didn’t expect that it was this fast.

I was about to get ready to go home when he came up to me and pulled me to one of the empty classrooms. He slammed me against the wall and placed both of his hands on the wall sandwiching me in between the wall and him.

“Did you spread the rumors?” He spoke first, he looked really angry. I nodded and looked away, not being able to look him in the eye.

“Why did you do that?”

“Why? Because I hate you Lee Jinki, you stole my friend away from me. He is head over heels with you and he speaks about you every time and it seems as if I am no longer his best friend. Fuck you Lee Jinki.” I spoke as tears brimmed in my eyes, threatening to fall anytime. When the words left my mouth, I regretted it instantly, how I wished I could confess to him that I love him. How I wish I could tell him that what I said was a total opposite of my feelings. How I wish both Taemin and I wouldn’t fall in love with the same guy. Seeing that he let both arms fall beside him, I took this chance and run away from him.

I am so sorry Onew, I really love you, I really do. Its just that fate wouldn’t allow us to be together.

The next day, while walking in the field, I saw Taemin and Onew holding hands, whispering sweet nothings into each other’s ears. I walked up to them, “I will give you my blessings, be happy. Onew, don’t you dare hurt him, if not you are dead.” I walked away after saying it as a sad smile spread over my face.

Both my best friend and I fell in love with the same guy. So I made the guy I love, hate me, just so that he could love my best friend.

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should i make a onew's pov?

fanfic: onew/key

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