Day 11
I was feeling down and missing Dustin and thinking it might have been stupid to break up with him... when today we talked through some text messages and something he said made me feel a little bit better in a strange way. When we were talking it sounded like he still wasn't trying to find himself or soul search at all. Which made me feel like if really wanted us to be back together he would be trying everything in his power to be the person he knows I am looking for. He makes me feel bad all the time like he is sad and doesn't know how to live with out me but he isn't trying to be constructive and fix things. This made me feel better about my decision! I guess I just wanted to feel like he got something out of the things I said and wanted to do something about it. But it kind of just sounds like he just wants me to come back to him regardless of if we have fixed anything! :(