Jun 02, 2005 17:18
i've started the countdown to italy. there are 14 days till I leave and i haven't memorized the opera yet and frankly i am getting worried. i can only sing for so long in a day and i was so busy with school and my recital and visiting that i didn't get really started on it until this past week. so panic mode begins.
i finally got to talk to catie whom i had not talked to in a millenium it seemed and i am still hoping to talk to alison before i leave for europe. catie is doing well and seems really happy which makes me super happy for her.
here is some good news, i raised about $1000 for my trip at my recital. i am pumped, and now i only have to work on memorizing the opera.
i had a super fantastic time in Indiana where i think i have proved to myself and to my mom that brian paulsen and i could never be a couple because we couldn't find things to talk about with two hands and a flashlight. this is a little on the sad side since we both have so many things in common, but things in common cannot in all circumstances make you right for a person. we do have fun making music together as my friend misty has pointed out and so i shall try to dwell on that instead of our incompatibility.
i found a new apartment with a couple of my friends and we're moving in on aug. 1 and my parents and little bro are coming down to help. i am soooo excited to see sean because i haven't seen him since x-mas and i a sure he has changed so much. i can already tell that he is becoming a wonderful man, and i am so proud of him. whenever i talk to him he talks about the kids instead of himself and is showing my family and i what kind of man he will be. it is hard to think of him as a man since i constantly think of him as an 11 year old with a horrible cow lick and because i don't really think of myself as a woman so how could he be a man. we are all getting older and it is a little strange and a little exciting!
okay, i have stalled enough and i am going to listen to the opera because i have sung for four hours today and i cannot possible sing healthily any longer!