Don't close your eyes...
What the hell am I doing? I'm graduating in less than a year and completely lost. I closed my eyes for too long and stopped looking for something better. Now...that's all I do. I look for better instead of living in the present. Someone once said to me.."If you've got one foot in the past and one foot in the future, you're pissing on the present"...yep. The story of my life. I'm gonna just look at right here and right now. It's not like anyone can really, really predict our future.
School work is consuming my life. Really, I'm trying to stay positive and remember that it will pay off and I'm learning something new everyday.
Had my first official interview of my life. The guy, Andy, called me overqualified. What's that supposed to mean? I shouldn't have the job because I'm too good or I shouldn't have the job because it would be too easy? It's comical really...as a girl, I can't help but to overlook the meaning of the sentence.
Sorority life is crazy. So many things to do and so much to keep up with. I love telling all the new girls about how much fun it is and all our socials, but it's also a lot of work so I hope they're ready. Delta Delta Delta for me.
I got another nosebleed...maybe I really am dying.
Typically, I'd talk about boys right here...but there isn't much to say. I'm sending mixed signals, so I get mixed signals back. My guess is that I'm probably better off playing the "I don't have time" card. The "I don't have time" excuse works wonders in other areas like social obligations and mindless activities. 2 jobs and 4 classes will do that to you.
Remember to breathe. Just breathe and it will all be fine. Now if I could just find time to go to yoga and concentrate on myself instead of all these other activities.
Hey, try to smile once in a while...it's fun. Just don't fake it...fake smiles bring fake emotions which eventually make you numb. Numb. Numb. Numb.
And now for the Pan-hellenic BBQ followed by a Sigma Nu social titled "Desperate Housewives and Pool Boys"...what to wear...what to wear...
School work is consuming my life. Really, I'm trying to stay positive and remember that it will pay off and I'm learning something new everyday.
Had my first official interview of my life. The guy, Andy, called me overqualified. What's that supposed to mean? I shouldn't have the job because I'm too good or I shouldn't have the job because it would be too easy? It's comical really...as a girl, I can't help but to overlook the meaning of the sentence.
Sorority life is crazy. So many things to do and so much to keep up with. I love telling all the new girls about how much fun it is and all our socials, but it's also a lot of work so I hope they're ready. Delta Delta Delta for me.
I got another nosebleed...maybe I really am dying.
Typically, I'd talk about boys right here...but there isn't much to say. I'm sending mixed signals, so I get mixed signals back. My guess is that I'm probably better off playing the "I don't have time" card. The "I don't have time" excuse works wonders in other areas like social obligations and mindless activities. 2 jobs and 4 classes will do that to you.
Remember to breathe. Just breathe and it will all be fine. Now if I could just find time to go to yoga and concentrate on myself instead of all these other activities.
Hey, try to smile once in a while...it's fun. Just don't fake it...fake smiles bring fake emotions which eventually make you numb. Numb. Numb. Numb.
And now for the Pan-hellenic BBQ followed by a Sigma Nu social titled "Desperate Housewives and Pool Boys"...what to wear...what to wear...