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yea I know it has been a while...but I don't have a whole lot to talk about. I didn't celebrate Thanksgiving at my house this year cause my parents were out hunting so I went to Ali's grandparents house for dinner and then Tim, Jeremy, his g/f, their cousin Kelsey, and Ali and I went to see Eight Crazy Nights. OMG I loved that movie soo much. I sat with Tim..hehe. I am really not in the holiday mood this year. I just kinda want to keep to myself and stay home. I can't do that though cause I have to go to Florida. Well I don't have to but I want to so I can see my grandparents on Christmas. I miss them a lot. More than I have ever missed them before when they would go away for the winter. For some reason I have been more willing to talk to my guy friends about my problems than I have my girl friends. I don't know why. Before I moved here in 7th grade....I was closer to all these guys than I was girls. I just am more comfortable around guys cause I don't have to be someone I am not. I enjoy guys and goofing off with them and fighting and wrestling with them...it is just soo much more fun to me than it is to sit and talk with girls. I dunno, I guess I am strange.
A lot of people have been pissing me off a lot lately. Friday night at the dinner at school, I was about to cuss everyone that looked at me the wrong way. It really bothers me when people say that they will do something and then when it actually comes down to it....they are just lying and don't keep up their end of the promise.
Maybe this weekend coming will get better if I go to the party at my boss's house. Hopefully there will be at least one guy there in my age range that I can talk to and have a meaningful conversation with.
I still have to go Christmas shopping yet...I don't know what to get everyone. Oh well...if they don't like what I get em...doesn't matter.
I am talking to Brian's friend Nick right now...he is pretty cool. I met him at the Buckwheat Festival. We are talking about commitment and stuff like that.
I need to cut my bangs again....they are getting too long. I am watching Jumanji...I have been watching a lot of movies today since I have been home. Well...I have talked enough now..bye
A lot of people have been pissing me off a lot lately. Friday night at the dinner at school, I was about to cuss everyone that looked at me the wrong way. It really bothers me when people say that they will do something and then when it actually comes down to it....they are just lying and don't keep up their end of the promise.
Maybe this weekend coming will get better if I go to the party at my boss's house. Hopefully there will be at least one guy there in my age range that I can talk to and have a meaningful conversation with.
I still have to go Christmas shopping yet...I don't know what to get everyone. Oh well...if they don't like what I get em...doesn't matter.
I am talking to Brian's friend Nick right now...he is pretty cool. I met him at the Buckwheat Festival. We are talking about commitment and stuff like that.
I need to cut my bangs again....they are getting too long. I am watching Jumanji...I have been watching a lot of movies today since I have been home. Well...I have talked enough now..bye