Nov 11, 2002 10:32
well, I am just sittin here waiting for Brian to call and let me know what's goin on. I will get online for a few minutes and post this and maybe talk to a few people. I have all the cleaning done and I am pretty much ready. All I have to do is change my clothes and I will be ready for whatever.
My brother and I were fighting this morning. He wouldn't take his stuff out of the living room and take the trash out to the building and the tool box out to the truck. I called my mom and gave him the phone so she could tell him what all he needed to do. After I handed him the phone, he hit me pretty hard on the arm with his fist. It left a red mark but he says he didn't hit me that hard. Then while I was sweeping the kitchen floor, I had to yell for him to take the trash out cause I couldn't finish doing what I was doing and he came out of his room and was mocking everything I was doing and he started arguing with me and then he started saying something to me about how I am acting and everything. Well, I had the broom in my hand so I just threw it at him...but the one end caught the wall beside me and it came back around and hit me across the arm and from half way between my wrist and elbow all the way down to my finger tips went numb...they are still kinda numb and there is a sharp pain running through my wrist...I looked at the broom stick after I picked it up...and there is a dent in it where it hit my arm. ouchies. I didn't think it hit that hard. Hopefully nothing serious happened to my arm...cause that would suck.
While I was cleaning...it makes me soo mad..but Ben just sits there and watches TV like my dad does when my mom cleans or when I am cleaning. That makes me soo freaking mad. To top it all of...my friend is here...couldn't wait to come next month like it was supposed to, it just had to come today of all freaking days. I had pretty bad cramps earlier and then I took a shower and it made me feel better. They are still there but not like this morning. If I kill my brother...it is cause he is annoying the fucking hell out of me! God damn mother fucker..I hate him!
Well, I am gonna go now and get online and post this. Talk to ya all laters bye bye