my foots asleep
Sooo
i got to cosmetoligy school this morning at 9 and since then i have sat in this chair and done nothing but sit on the computer and it is now 3:06...its pretty sad but as of right now im trying to make it through the summer going to school everyday 9-430 and working at hollister now too ..life lately seems to be alot more stressful then it has to be, Theres so many things that annoy me its ridiculous but then again i guess im always on edge because im always tired bcuz im either here at school for eight hours a day not getting paid or im at work..cosmetology school literally makes my life miserable and my mom says i will thank her when im all done but i doubt it i was conned into it in the first place...THIS IS NOT WHAT IM GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE..well as for everthing else and friends and what not...pshh what can i even say ...me and my "friends" have grown so distant i guess bcuz caitlin is with dylan now and theres no chance of getting her away from him its just not the same with her and probly will never be again...
Edge...she moves to florida to go to school in august and shes probly one of my only true great friends that i care about more then anything and definitley the only one thats ever been fucking loyal to me...\
Umm Lynn....?ha i dont even know what to say about that
whitney shes still cool as fuck we just dont hang as much but its cool
those are probly the only people that i have ever let get close to me and now all of them are further then ever
i mean i do spend alot of my time with chris but thats because i dont have aything else to do god forbid if someone called me and asked me to hang out thatd be fucking sweet but ive kind o coped with the bullshit by now
like yesterday me and caitlin were suppose to go to the beach..i call her when i wake up..shes at lakeside MALL with her mom so im like whatever and shes liek well ill call u when we get back...ok cool...never called...so later i go into hollister to get my schedule and her and DYLAN are there...real fucking sweeeeeeeeeettt
ive given up
its cool
im numb
i am so bitter lately.
so
bittterrr
u dont even know
au revoir
i got to cosmetoligy school this morning at 9 and since then i have sat in this chair and done nothing but sit on the computer and it is now 3:06...its pretty sad but as of right now im trying to make it through the summer going to school everyday 9-430 and working at hollister now too ..life lately seems to be alot more stressful then it has to be, Theres so many things that annoy me its ridiculous but then again i guess im always on edge because im always tired bcuz im either here at school for eight hours a day not getting paid or im at work..cosmetology school literally makes my life miserable and my mom says i will thank her when im all done but i doubt it i was conned into it in the first place...THIS IS NOT WHAT IM GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE..well as for everthing else and friends and what not...pshh what can i even say ...me and my "friends" have grown so distant i guess bcuz caitlin is with dylan now and theres no chance of getting her away from him its just not the same with her and probly will never be again...
Edge...she moves to florida to go to school in august and shes probly one of my only true great friends that i care about more then anything and definitley the only one thats ever been fucking loyal to me...\
Umm Lynn....?ha i dont even know what to say about that
whitney shes still cool as fuck we just dont hang as much but its cool
those are probly the only people that i have ever let get close to me and now all of them are further then ever
i mean i do spend alot of my time with chris but thats because i dont have aything else to do god forbid if someone called me and asked me to hang out thatd be fucking sweet but ive kind o coped with the bullshit by now
like yesterday me and caitlin were suppose to go to the beach..i call her when i wake up..shes at lakeside MALL with her mom so im like whatever and shes liek well ill call u when we get back...ok cool...never called...so later i go into hollister to get my schedule and her and DYLAN are there...real fucking sweeeeeeeeeettt
ive given up
its cool
im numb
i am so bitter lately.
so
bittterrr
u dont even know
au revoir