winterwinterwinterwinterwinter
So i just typed like a mile long entry in here and my lab top shut off
shitty
soo im going to make this simple.
lately going on in my life well..
i almost got kicked out of cosmetoligy school
so needless to say i am definitley making more committment to it
as a matter of a fact im atthe salon right now when i dont have to be
but whatever the more the better.
as for friends well i couldnt say
some say i spend too much of my time with chris which is total bullshit because they have their boyfriends that they are with non stop, and i have callled more then once to try to make plans ...my phone calls usually arent returned. I dont think thats fair to me ...me and chris both have our own responsibilites and priorities and things that we do alone and so what im in love i thought that would be what a friend would want for me...i guess not..many of my friends proved wrong...well karmas a bitch
i dont consider myself the nicest person but im not willing to pretend
either way u will probly just be another hole in my heart so either love me or hate me
its probly just a waste of your time..not mine.
lately ive been shopping alot and tanning often ....everyday.
me and chris have been working out at night which is good
OH YA! and on monday my good friend brianne had her baby after a long nine months and she has been strong and i repsect her so much for standing so strong.
o yes and i like how alot of people like to say me and chris dont have a life
well its more of a life then most of u have
getting drunk
and high
and doing a whole lot of nothing
my life right now is being lived to the fullest and i love the people in it who are making it happen for the ones who i thought were the people but obviously are not fuck u
i have alot of mis directed anger
or maybe directed at the right people for the wrong reasons
either way..
well im typing a whole lot of nothing for not a reason
nothing gets through to anyone so what does it matter...
p.s. today is a beautiful day although some people might say its shitty
the snow is amazing
heather eff loves winter
but misses the memorys of summer
shitty
soo im going to make this simple.
lately going on in my life well..
i almost got kicked out of cosmetoligy school
so needless to say i am definitley making more committment to it
as a matter of a fact im atthe salon right now when i dont have to be
but whatever the more the better.
as for friends well i couldnt say
some say i spend too much of my time with chris which is total bullshit because they have their boyfriends that they are with non stop, and i have callled more then once to try to make plans ...my phone calls usually arent returned. I dont think thats fair to me ...me and chris both have our own responsibilites and priorities and things that we do alone and so what im in love i thought that would be what a friend would want for me...i guess not..many of my friends proved wrong...well karmas a bitch
i dont consider myself the nicest person but im not willing to pretend
either way u will probly just be another hole in my heart so either love me or hate me
its probly just a waste of your time..not mine.
lately ive been shopping alot and tanning often ....everyday.
me and chris have been working out at night which is good
OH YA! and on monday my good friend brianne had her baby after a long nine months and she has been strong and i repsect her so much for standing so strong.
o yes and i like how alot of people like to say me and chris dont have a life
well its more of a life then most of u have
getting drunk
and high
and doing a whole lot of nothing
my life right now is being lived to the fullest and i love the people in it who are making it happen for the ones who i thought were the people but obviously are not fuck u
i have alot of mis directed anger
or maybe directed at the right people for the wrong reasons
either way..
well im typing a whole lot of nothing for not a reason
nothing gets through to anyone so what does it matter...
p.s. today is a beautiful day although some people might say its shitty
the snow is amazing
heather eff loves winter
but misses the memorys of summer