Jun 05, 2005 09:50
its been a long time..
wut has been goin on?? i dnk.. i turned 17 on may 1! woo lol.. i went on my cruise too, i missed Nick wayyy too much.. lol it was ridiculous.. but me and Kayla made the best out of the situation..
im grounded! yeh. for skippin skool all last week. im grounded until next monday..its gonna suck. and then i lost my car for 2 weeks..which sucks a hella lot but i think James will steal the jeep and come get me wenever so it wont be that bad. we'll manage. I cant believe i'm grounded..i hate that shit. i only skipped because Nick got suspended and we just wanted to spend some time together :) .. i really love Nick, it skared me for a while.. cuz i have a feelin im jus gonna get hurt.. but he shows me so much freakin love that i havta try not being skared.. i love him.
i found out sum fucked up shit about Shantel, i dont wanna be her friend anymore and wouldnt mind fuckin jus.. yeh. wutever, i dont wanna think about it. my friends lately have all changed. i havent seen tommy in forever...after the 2 weeks i will i guess. Rachael is wikkid cool tho..lol we like to rock out in my car and everything. James is even diffrent..its like i dont even know him wen hes around certain ppl, but he came to visit me at work last night like old times and he was bein adorable. oh and Jimmy and Matt were there.. Jimmy looked so cute lol and he was being all cute too.. he threw out the trash for me but got his new shirt all dirty lol and then forgot his shit on stuart little lol.. i think we're gonna chill again which would be really cool
and BREW ROO BABY!!!!!! i missed you and i love you!
im working a lot this week..which is prolly really good. today im working 12-close.. so come see me :0)
im doing horrible in school. i am going to desperatly try and get my grades up. pray for me. or else its summer school.