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work sucked today. fuckin dee is a bitch lol, thnk god nadia was wit me. James came to visit me at work!! i was really..happy lol. i dnk, i got all excited and shit and i dnk y!..i think im gettin a crush on him..which is weird cuz i dnk wut i should feel like. so i took a walk wit him and i dnk he has suttin special bout him. and then he called me at like 7:30 n sed "i was thinkin of you so i called." it made me smile. so then i sed id call him back cuz i was wit nadia.. so i got home, and of course talked to Nick..and then at 9:30ish decided to call James back, but no answer :*( hesp rolly sleeping. but i dnk..ahh this is weird lol am i supposed to like him or suttin? i think about him too! and i get such a happiness wen hes around. n its all a mess in my head, cuz ya kno..Nick and everything. but shits fucked. but not at the same time..everything seems right. every lil thing i do..seems to just go right lately. okey..enuff about my crush lol..i wonder wut hes thinkin or feelin tho.

i have iss tomorrow. fuck that.

aright im out! and im in a berry good mood ;)