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today was weird. i woke up at 7:31 and felt sick to my stomach..i layed around the house for a while and then Nick called around..8 sumthin. so I picked him up from Gregs and we went to his house so i could do his hair for the concert. which came out so hot! im proud. so then after that i brought him back to Gregs and I went out wit my dad to try n get my car fixed but no! grr. and then I picked up Tommy and we went to Gregs to meet up wit everyone. they all had painted faces..me and Tommy felt left out lol but we had fun.
and then..Tommy was forced into going to the show lol. i didnt sey anything. but i had a reason not to go so :) but im sure Tommy is having fun now? anyway. Jon, your the man!
..i feel like nobody makes an effort to actually hang out with me except Nick and Tommy. Nick calls me every morning to see me and calls me a lot. Tommy calls me almost everyday too. but freakin..IM ALWYS CALLING SHANTEL AND SHE ALWYS SEYS SHE WILL CALL ME BACK TO CHILL BUT NO THATS TOO FUCKIN HARD FOR HER TO FUCKIN DO FOR HER "BEST FRIEND!" FUCK THIS SHIT! if you wanna fuckin chill shantel you fuckin call me cuz im done wit that shit. u forget everything and im so sick of it. i obviously see who comes before me now. just fuckin ugh. i cant even sey im mad at you im jus really pissed off. i alwys look foward to seeing you and being with you and you pull this shit all the time. just fuckin tell me the truth. or at least have the common decency to call and cancel. im sick of being so pissed off about it so im done wit makin plans with you. nothing will get thru to you anyway so y am i even bothering to sey this.
i feel like the only ppl i can depend on lately is Nick and Tommy. they have ways of showing it. and its sad to sey that even Tommy has been drifting from me, except for today. but i dont know. Nick seems to be the one person in the world who really cares and i hate it! hes the only one who wants to actually be around me all the time or call me or even make any effort just to see a smile come on my face for 20 seconds. i dont want to depend on them..
and then..Tommy was forced into going to the show lol. i didnt sey anything. but i had a reason not to go so :) but im sure Tommy is having fun now? anyway. Jon, your the man!
..i feel like nobody makes an effort to actually hang out with me except Nick and Tommy. Nick calls me every morning to see me and calls me a lot. Tommy calls me almost everyday too. but freakin..IM ALWYS CALLING SHANTEL AND SHE ALWYS SEYS SHE WILL CALL ME BACK TO CHILL BUT NO THATS TOO FUCKIN HARD FOR HER TO FUCKIN DO FOR HER "BEST FRIEND!" FUCK THIS SHIT! if you wanna fuckin chill shantel you fuckin call me cuz im done wit that shit. u forget everything and im so sick of it. i obviously see who comes before me now. just fuckin ugh. i cant even sey im mad at you im jus really pissed off. i alwys look foward to seeing you and being with you and you pull this shit all the time. just fuckin tell me the truth. or at least have the common decency to call and cancel. im sick of being so pissed off about it so im done wit makin plans with you. nothing will get thru to you anyway so y am i even bothering to sey this.
i feel like the only ppl i can depend on lately is Nick and Tommy. they have ways of showing it. and its sad to sey that even Tommy has been drifting from me, except for today. but i dont know. Nick seems to be the one person in the world who really cares and i hate it! hes the only one who wants to actually be around me all the time or call me or even make any effort just to see a smile come on my face for 20 seconds. i dont want to depend on them..