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i dnk wut ive been doing lately? the same things usually..and tonight..after work. me and nadia stopped in at Shantels..and Jimmy was there, but he left wit Jake..and then wen me and Nadia left they were jus commin back. good timing i guess. i dont wanna see him, nevermind be in the same effin room. and wen i went into the room..everyone was actin weird
okey the truth finaly came out about jess and jimmy! fuckin..ugh! like they couldnt jus tell me?? i dont freakin care dude, hes jus a hipocrite..cuz he did the same thing i did, he jus wanted to look all innocent. pathetic..really.
i feel bad, i tricked jesse into tellin me but i hadda..nobody was gonna sey the truth. at least i admit to shit, lmao this is too funny.
nothin else to tallkkk abouut.
sometimes i feel like i need a boyfriend. other times i feel the complete opposite.. so i dnk wuts goin on inside my lil heart or head. all i kno is that im better off now. i dont think i should be in any kind of serious relationship. i get too dependent..too emotional..too freakin..krazy? i dnk. i dont have the type of control i need.
i cant fukin sleep. i dnk wut im doing tomorrow. nick sed earlier today that he would call me in the mornin, no matter where he slept. but yeh..he was a mess at shantels and probably doesnt remember..he also sed he would miss me but it didnt look like he did that much. wutever, that was stupid to sey. SEE! i get fuckin..stupid and shit. fuck this, i dont give a shit right!? lol, im jus too hyped up right now, but im in a good mood :)
next saturday me and shantel have plans!!!! omg yes! nobody better mess that shit up, just me and her nigga! shits gon be insanne! i love u shanny!
okey the truth finaly came out about jess and jimmy! fuckin..ugh! like they couldnt jus tell me?? i dont freakin care dude, hes jus a hipocrite..cuz he did the same thing i did, he jus wanted to look all innocent. pathetic..really.
i feel bad, i tricked jesse into tellin me but i hadda..nobody was gonna sey the truth. at least i admit to shit, lmao this is too funny.
nothin else to tallkkk abouut.
sometimes i feel like i need a boyfriend. other times i feel the complete opposite.. so i dnk wuts goin on inside my lil heart or head. all i kno is that im better off now. i dont think i should be in any kind of serious relationship. i get too dependent..too emotional..too freakin..krazy? i dnk. i dont have the type of control i need.
i cant fukin sleep. i dnk wut im doing tomorrow. nick sed earlier today that he would call me in the mornin, no matter where he slept. but yeh..he was a mess at shantels and probably doesnt remember..he also sed he would miss me but it didnt look like he did that much. wutever, that was stupid to sey. SEE! i get fuckin..stupid and shit. fuck this, i dont give a shit right!? lol, im jus too hyped up right now, but im in a good mood :)
next saturday me and shantel have plans!!!! omg yes! nobody better mess that shit up, just me and her nigga! shits gon be insanne! i love u shanny!