Mar 01, 2005 22:51
no school today, woo hoo! Nick called at 6:47 and woke me up seying "wut are youuu doinnggg??" lol for once he woke me up and i didnt wake him up. so around 8 i finally got up n got rdy..then me n nick went to hendawwggss..watched a bomb movie..and we took care of trinity..my baby!!
so then we chilled at gregs wit them ppls..then time for work. who did i see? jimmy n jesse .. lol hes so fukin ugh! he contridicts himself so bad. he told me he was gonna go out and get fucked or wutver. cuz yeh..i told him about me and nick cuz im not gonna lie. so then wut do i sey? "your gonna hook up wit jess." and next thing i kno they're at the mall together! hes so stupid..i kno his every move i swear. but wutever, they'll get together. and i dont mind cuz i like jesse. but i just hope he knows im not getting wit Nick..not like it matters, we jus alwys sucked together. i really hope he can stop being depressed now. i kno how much i brought him down but he was actually pulling me up witout realizing it..he goteverything outta me..i told him everything..i hope he keeps that to himself..
MonoXidebaBy17: wen he does that u just gotta keep talkin to him..make sure he dont get too upset..and alwys keep kissin him cuz it reassures him of your love..
MonoXidebaBy17: i dnk jesse .. please dont kill him like i was doing
xo prettygirl17: i wont i promise
i hope jesse keeps her promises*
and as for me and my situation? i dnk! lol this guy Kenny asked for my number..hes jacked! lol but nah..im not intrested..and then the Nick thing..many ppl ask me about that, i really dont understand me and nick..its been years yet we still kiss n hug n cuddle? and wutever, we're both so diffrent its weird. but hes my friend..only my friend! we're not going out so dont ask me anymore! lol
my baby keeps me awake :( , fuck school i hope we get cancelled again lol