driven to distraction

Jan 05, 2006 12:59

happy new year. my left hand just fell asleep.

on new years eve i went into the city with brendanator to see the black crowes at madison square garden. we went in early and roamed the city for a little while. the streets were pretty empty outside penn station, i guess a lot of people were at times square or just didn't want to go out since it was raining. i bought $2 glasses that say 2006 and they're green to match my jacket. krystal bought me a napoleon dynamite keychain.. and it talks.
i saw kate hudson on new years eve. she was on stage with chris robertson for the ball drop. they matched and it was cute. the black crowes played all my fav songs and we actually had to leave before they were done to catch the 1:37 (the last) train home. some dude from perth amboy got on and was rapping and asked if anyone wanted to battle him for $19. he was loud, obnoxious and annoying. i didn't drink anything on new years eve.

so i'm pretty much the only nineteen year old who has to be home by 11pm. usually my curfew is about 1-2am but lately my mom is paranoid and makes me come home at 11. and if i'm not home by that time she freaks out and tells me she's taking my car and is going to stop talking to me. this is all because people and their big mouths. it's partially my fault for trusting people, but you know after knowing someone for two and a half years you kinda open up to them and tell them things you wouldn't tell someone say you met two months ago. but anyway, shit was said to my mother about what has been going on in my life. things she didn't want to hear, things she shouldn't have heard, and now she is ms. paranoid. she needs to realize that i have a boyfriend now and i am going to spend time with him and i'm not going to be home all the time and no matter who i'd be with right now i'd probably be doing the same things with them. i really wish i could move out. i wish i had the money and the stability.. but i don't think i'd be able to live on my own right now. i can't cook anything, i freak out when i'm by myself in an empty house, it's so expensive to live on your own these days, and i'll probably fuck things up with my family. i've already pretty much done that. but seriously, people need to stop treating me like i'm 16. i know more sixteen year olds that have more freedom then me. it's sad.

i got my grades for school. two Bs, one B+, and a C in computer literacy. i laughed at that one. maybe if ms. braneky or whatever her name is knew anything about computers i'd have an A, but she's retarded and i didn't do shit for that class. i guess i deserved the C but she could've put a little more effort into teaching us shit, i don't care if it's just a second job. i wonder how she treats her "real" students.
i have to pick a fourth class for next semester otherwise i'm kicked off my mom's medical insurance. my councelor signed me up for phylosophy and political science or some shit like that. did she honestly think i would take those classes? i wanted photography...

haha rob fired isaac yesterday. that totally made my day today. tweedle dee is gone! sweet.
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