well it is nothing , but dying .. your an illusion .. just a shadow flickering , underneath the sun
sometimes I get sad and just watch hours of the O.C. cuz ya know , I have the seasons on DVD and all . today was totally useless and I'm rather upset that I wasted my 2 days off , doing absolutely nothing . I woke up at 1pm today ? dyed my hair dark brown and then straightened it and everything . like I had somewhere to go . everyone was working or at school . and I just stayed home until like 6 . I went and hung out with Shannanananananananaaa for a bit . mucho grande girl talk . and then we went to Friday's so I could get my tips . other than that it was a waste of a day . tomorrow I have work from 3-7:30 and then I feel something HUGE coming on ! the O.C. perhaps with my favorite person ever ?!?!?!?!?! 732 604 6266 . watch it with me <3 and I'll love you forever . umm . its crazy late and I'm mad tired . my computer is being quite the faggot . so I'm going to finish this entry and then do a system restore . cuz its so slow . I cant deal .
I dont even think there are lyrics out there that can make me feel better . this is the weirdest mood . ever . I ? dont even know what I want right now . I need to just relax and smoke a blunt because I'm bugging the fuck out .
leave me love .
goodnite <3