Okay, now that my heart is shattered

Mar 03, 2010 23:25

This is the ONLY reason I can come up with for Bob splitting, and its officially more heartbreaking:

He just cant do it. Come on, we all know from his recent interviews with drum magazines and web vids from drum magazines that he has to wrap his stick to make it super thick just ot grip it, he couldn't hit but half as hard with that arm anymore.... My official guess is that he just can't do it...

and THAT is worse than if he'd just left. I mean... they would never kick him out, he would never quit them... thats the ONLY plausable reason and i wouldn't wish that pain on him ever, but i just... its the ONLY reason other than he's dying or already dead and they dont want us to know. And thats even worse.

... My heart is truely broken. I just... Bob Bryar is the only drummer i've KNOWN with MCR. He was there when I found them and they are my HEROES and my inspiration. They got me into music and now music is everything... and i cannot express in words how much i hurt. I feel like someone has died and part of me has died with them. And i dont give a shit who says i'm being overdramatic, if you loved this band and that drummer half as much as I do, you would feel this way too. My heart is destroyed, my soul is broken, and i dont mean to be overdramatic, but the world will literally never be the same now. I honestly mean it. It will never be the same as two hours ago when i was blissfully unaware.

This is bigger than any band split in my life. I was sad when panic split, but i got over it in a few hours. I was upset when FOB went on break cause i honestly believe they're over and just dont want to admit it to themselves. I was gutted when Cinema Bizarre broke up after only 2 months of LOVING them...

But this is... like part of my soul died and it wont ever be right again.

I love Bob Bryar as a drummer and as the adorable man he is, and i just.... i cannot believe this is happening.

I dont see how MCR can survive without him, because unlike their first drummer, Bob was more. He is the glue that held them together, and he is a big part of why they're probably even ALIVE. Even if they do replace them, it will never be the REAL MCR. He COMPLETED them and to me before him, they weren't the REAL My Chemical Romance, and after him, they will NEVER be the real My Chemical Romance.

Call me melodramatic but though they're still My Chemical Romance and supposedly still recording... this is officially the end of an Era and nothing will ever be the same.

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