Feb 11, 2007 11:58
you know, i was going through my email, deleting things and whatnot. i found some emails from ian, they were some pictures that he sent me of himself. i looked at them and felt....nothing. Nothing at all, a brief moment of sadness and then...nothing. And you know what, i dunno, nothing. It was just something that was and now its not.
Tuesday is mine and Kevin's 11 monthaversary. Its amazing that its been that long. It feels like forever and at the same time it feels like yesterday. I guess thats what love is. The feeling of new and old at the same time, that comfort and nervousness, the excitement of what will happen, and the looking back of how things have gone.
Hmm i think i'm just in one of those moods. I should write....i have a feeling i'lll come out with a tragic vampire story. *wonders of in search of journal*