shittty..weird.... wtf... ;dfjkl;nasdjkpfnlkjasdf :[

[hearts_run_dry]

i want to be loved right now.
i went to the beach today with marian joel jaki geo and critty.
it was a good time..

my walk to the rocks was nice.
and sitting and talking was nice.

but its so hard to understand.

i dunno waht to do..
i want a boy to call my own. one who really catches my attention..
makes me laugh.. can talk to forever.. and makes me feel goood..

its so hard to find someone like that.

i dont understand you.
or how you act..
sahdy.. or just truth?

i feel so alone right now...
i wish this emptyness would go away.

i need someone to fill my heart up again.