Aug 21, 2006 19:21
school starts monday so basically summer is over.
I dont think i can pick one word to describe summer.
it was by far the best one i have ever had.
i went on a month road trip with rickey.
we went:::
1. ECT conest in NY
2.pittsburgh to see my kristie &party
3. ohter side of pa. for posh and caddy
4. jersey
5. new york city.. brooklyn banks./// got arrested in cony island for riding.
6.connetticit
7.boston for bone death
8. road island rode street
9. back to NY
i met so many new people.. some were amazing and some will be forgotten very fast.
this summer was simply perfect in every way.
i will never forgot any of this.
i wish the road trip would last forever. it was that amazing.
besides the road trip summer has beeen amazing in other ways too.
i spend about 2 weeks in south carolinia with stephanie . i went to my first bar/ club there. had so much fun. i worked at my aunts store and made sole dolllas.
i spent a few days in nyc with family for a wedding as well. withc was so much fun i got to see alot of family i hadent seen in a long time.
i got to spend so many days with my best friends witch were so much fun even if we were just sitting.
ive met so many people this summer i will never forget.
the real word starts monday im scared.
I dont know where ill be in 5 years and that scares me.
my backbone is gone.
friends are chaning and it makes me so sad.
i dont want to grow up ever.
im just all around scared..
i dunno i'm sure ill do just fine.
life just scares me.
i dont no anymore.. what i want or what to do.
or who i want to be.
and it sucks latly i can control my anger.
i get really mad for no reason.
and i take it out on everyone.
sometimes i dont understand myself.
i feel so weird latly and im very unsure of things.
i just wish i would know in the end ill be okay and well my life will be okay, and my decisions wont fuck anything up.
wdrjk;nakl.