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so i haven't updated all weekend so i figured i would take this moment while everyone else is in the other room tripping, and i just finished doing my homework. yeah, patrick and lenora ate shrooms and then morgan decided to take what was left over. it kinda bummed me out but i don't want to say anything now while he is tripping, but i just really wanted to trip with him, considerin he said he was never going to again until he was 50, and then he changed his mind, and now he is tripping and i'm not, and it kinda sucks. it only sucks because i dont have any shrooms and school at 9, and he didn't even say anything to me. ugg whatever i'm probably caring about nothing, whatever.
ah this weekend was ok. i got to hang out with west and Jr and that made me really happy. we got thai food, and got super baked, and went to an art opening and it was really quite great. darrin got us baked all night and i had my boy jack. i was planning on going back to morgans but didn't because i missed the bus, i felt bad because it was totally unintentional. gahhh. the art show was really cool, there was a sculpture of a snoopy in a wheelchair that i really liked a whole lot. on friday i went to the library and tried to get a card but couldn't without an i.d. then we went to usf idol really messed up. i was really beligerent. morgan and i got into a hellacious fight, i split my knee open chasing him and ate shit running. fuckin sucked, made me hate myself and want to die so very much. we missed the play, bought some pot and went back to west and Jr's. morgan stayed there with nicole and Jr and i ventured out to the TL to an after play party. it was crazy, silly, free booze rule! i had fun and humped erics tooshi on the dance floor. shit i want to go to the play and hate that i haven't, only because eric and mark are in it and i feel bad. then on sat. we went out to lunch with patrick, morgan, myself and julas parents!! i was so happy! nothing makes one feel more at home than seeing familiar faces. patrick and morgan loved them as i expected. we went to this vegetarian cult restaurant that was so good. then we left and went to walk around because it was so amazingly nice. we went to this awesome discount thrift store and i got 2 sweaters and morgan got this saweet pee wee herman one. its orange and green, nuff said. then we walked around until we made it (barely) to morgan school and smoked on the roof top, which fuckin ruled. you could see everything. too bad his school is a hike. then we went to this silly art show jerome was invited to by a boy on haight street. we got a lot of free wine and i was happy, extactic when the cheese and crackers finally came! jr and Evie also came but jr didn't stay which made me sad. afterwards we went back to morgans and everyone went their own ways, including the Veronica Lipgloss show I wanted to go but couldn't because i didn't have enough money for a BART ticket. i got shitty at Morgans and his friends came over, it was cooool. we fishbowled the closet and drank opium/ voldka juice (?). uhh i felt it for being homemade opium. got lenora is great, who else takes the time to make opium from poppyseeds? wonderful, i say!
today i waked and baked with patrick and morgan and then we went to sallys and sakeway to get hair dye, because patrick wanted to white out his hair. i decided to dye my hair grey, like black acid washed jeans. so we did hair all day but like usual, the bleach didnt work as well as i wanted so now i am in the middle and my hair is black and red. it looks cool but i want to keep truckin til i'm grey. yahhh.
ah this weekend was ok. i got to hang out with west and Jr and that made me really happy. we got thai food, and got super baked, and went to an art opening and it was really quite great. darrin got us baked all night and i had my boy jack. i was planning on going back to morgans but didn't because i missed the bus, i felt bad because it was totally unintentional. gahhh. the art show was really cool, there was a sculpture of a snoopy in a wheelchair that i really liked a whole lot. on friday i went to the library and tried to get a card but couldn't without an i.d. then we went to usf idol really messed up. i was really beligerent. morgan and i got into a hellacious fight, i split my knee open chasing him and ate shit running. fuckin sucked, made me hate myself and want to die so very much. we missed the play, bought some pot and went back to west and Jr's. morgan stayed there with nicole and Jr and i ventured out to the TL to an after play party. it was crazy, silly, free booze rule! i had fun and humped erics tooshi on the dance floor. shit i want to go to the play and hate that i haven't, only because eric and mark are in it and i feel bad. then on sat. we went out to lunch with patrick, morgan, myself and julas parents!! i was so happy! nothing makes one feel more at home than seeing familiar faces. patrick and morgan loved them as i expected. we went to this vegetarian cult restaurant that was so good. then we left and went to walk around because it was so amazingly nice. we went to this awesome discount thrift store and i got 2 sweaters and morgan got this saweet pee wee herman one. its orange and green, nuff said. then we walked around until we made it (barely) to morgan school and smoked on the roof top, which fuckin ruled. you could see everything. too bad his school is a hike. then we went to this silly art show jerome was invited to by a boy on haight street. we got a lot of free wine and i was happy, extactic when the cheese and crackers finally came! jr and Evie also came but jr didn't stay which made me sad. afterwards we went back to morgans and everyone went their own ways, including the Veronica Lipgloss show I wanted to go but couldn't because i didn't have enough money for a BART ticket. i got shitty at Morgans and his friends came over, it was cooool. we fishbowled the closet and drank opium/ voldka juice (?). uhh i felt it for being homemade opium. got lenora is great, who else takes the time to make opium from poppyseeds? wonderful, i say!
today i waked and baked with patrick and morgan and then we went to sallys and sakeway to get hair dye, because patrick wanted to white out his hair. i decided to dye my hair grey, like black acid washed jeans. so we did hair all day but like usual, the bleach didnt work as well as i wanted so now i am in the middle and my hair is black and red. it looks cool but i want to keep truckin til i'm grey. yahhh.