BONSAIIIIIIII!!!
My mother officially became cool today when she air shipped me this lovely bonsai tree. It's name is Bonita Applebum aka Bonita Bonsai.
Driving home from work at 4 am, you discover the best/worst radio stations in your city. Or at least the early morning radio shows that play the best/worst music. I belted all the lyrics to MeatLoaf's classic hit. It was intense. I also heard Madonna's new single. I think it's great. I just think, however, that she should have released it back in 1987 to make up for True Blue from '86. It would seriously have been a better time. It would also make her way more popular. More famous. Actually, if she was more famous than she is now, I would probably puke. People are actually concerned with the way her children look. I wonder if she minds that her daughter looks like a midget Frida Kahlo with that overgrown uni and serious 5 o'clock? I think the kids are cute, just to add an "I'm totally not that mean" disclaimer.
I took these photos today since it was the ideal fall afternoon...
Oh, I got a flat tire last night on my way home. I waited an hour and a half for AAA because I was afraid that someone was going to kidnap me and kill me while I changed my tire. Well, that, and I don't know how to change it.
I am really enjoying the control I have over my non-eating. I have been losing weight (size 4 now!), and it's simply because I am controlling myself. I like that I have the strength to say no to junk food and other shit. I am usually quite weak in the matters of feeding my face. I am also glad that I have officially quit smoking altogether. No more social smokes. I don't understand it, but I am really enjoying the power trip that I have over myself. It's amazing. I enjoy the feeling of being hungry, combined with the ability to force myself away from eating. It all started as fasting, you see. I decided to do a 2 day fast to help center myself, detox my body, and prove to myself that I have self-control. It was very successful. I meditated for an hour or so each day, combined with intense kundalini and found it surprisingly easy to restrain myself. I think I will do this once a month or so.
Driving home from work at 4 am, you discover the best/worst radio stations in your city. Or at least the early morning radio shows that play the best/worst music. I belted all the lyrics to MeatLoaf's classic hit. It was intense. I also heard Madonna's new single. I think it's great. I just think, however, that she should have released it back in 1987 to make up for True Blue from '86. It would seriously have been a better time. It would also make her way more popular. More famous. Actually, if she was more famous than she is now, I would probably puke. People are actually concerned with the way her children look. I wonder if she minds that her daughter looks like a midget Frida Kahlo with that overgrown uni and serious 5 o'clock? I think the kids are cute, just to add an "I'm totally not that mean" disclaimer.
I took these photos today since it was the ideal fall afternoon...
Oh, I got a flat tire last night on my way home. I waited an hour and a half for AAA because I was afraid that someone was going to kidnap me and kill me while I changed my tire. Well, that, and I don't know how to change it.
I am really enjoying the control I have over my non-eating. I have been losing weight (size 4 now!), and it's simply because I am controlling myself. I like that I have the strength to say no to junk food and other shit. I am usually quite weak in the matters of feeding my face. I am also glad that I have officially quit smoking altogether. No more social smokes. I don't understand it, but I am really enjoying the power trip that I have over myself. It's amazing. I enjoy the feeling of being hungry, combined with the ability to force myself away from eating. It all started as fasting, you see. I decided to do a 2 day fast to help center myself, detox my body, and prove to myself that I have self-control. It was very successful. I meditated for an hour or so each day, combined with intense kundalini and found it surprisingly easy to restrain myself. I think I will do this once a month or so.