|p. 1| -- The Blank Page
The book says on the first page that I should "write the life I live". So I will.
Today I got up when the servants woke me for breakfast. They wouldn't let me go down without pants. I ate breakfast. Rolls and fruit.
Then I danced.
And then I had lunch. It was fish, and rice, and wine.
And then I danced some more. After a while I fell, and Fakir said "You can't dance all the time, idiot." Then he told me to read a book instead. I found this one and read the first page, and it told me to write, so I'm writing.
I didn't dream last night. I haven't dreamed except for the dream about Himawari. But I can't have that dream again, even though I didn't find what I was missing.
If it's missing, then I should find it. After I read, like Fakir told me to.
Today I got up when the servants woke me for breakfast. They wouldn't let me go down without pants. I ate breakfast. Rolls and fruit.
Then I danced.
And then I had lunch. It was fish, and rice, and wine.
And then I danced some more. After a while I fell, and Fakir said "You can't dance all the time, idiot." Then he told me to read a book instead. I found this one and read the first page, and it told me to write, so I'm writing.
I didn't dream last night. I haven't dreamed except for the dream about Himawari. But I can't have that dream again, even though I didn't find what I was missing.
If it's missing, then I should find it. After I read, like Fakir told me to.