what is this all about?
Everyone is asking strange questions and throwing awkward statements at me. Did I do something wrong to disturb this life of which we call peaceful. I'm just trying to make myself happy and live my life anxiety free. No matter what high school follows you where ever you may go...even to college. I thought drama was done with but it lives on within these dorm walls. I dont know why this upsets me so much or even how it upsets me. I think my troubles are being taken out on the wrong people. Im sorry to those i live with. Keeping shit bottled up is probably not the smartest thing for a girl like me to do. unfortunately I insist upon it, unconsciously. I don't know i wish the past would leave behind a trail that could not be followed back to the way it once was. I wish reality was a straight path and i wish my future was a short cut. The only problem is my wishes never seem to come true.