Destroy Me
Finaly recovering from last night. I tried to engage in my usual mid-day nap but got no sleep. just watched the Penguin that hangs from the center of my ceiling. I thought about the huge mound of garbage piling up by my front door, I wondered why the hell my roommate all the sudden snores consistantly now, i also wondered why i was not awake and doing my homework. Then i remembered i was a lazy human being. I tried to close my eyes. Then things i didn't want to think about began running through my head. It ok to be crazy right? I honesty feel a little crazy sometimes. I like to say I woulndt be Nicole if i wasnt a little crazy.