May 17, 2004 19:27
Its been a few days since the break up and its still hard to understand. Not so much hard to accept then to understand. I thought everything was ok but I cant get into the kids head and he wont talk to me about anything. Its hard enough getting myself through it. But even harder when you make a BIG mistake. At least lately we have been the best of friends which nobody thought we could be. We always promised eachother that no matter what happend we would always be friends. Im excited we are going out to luch tomorow and we are ganna hangout all day! Hopefully thing will stay as good as they are but I'm still working on getting myself through those sleepless nights.