The painful realization that has all gone wrong!
I was never really planing on writing anything on this thing. I really just kinda did it as a joke but I think that this weekend calls for some journaling. For some reason that I am unsure of, I had a feeling that something weird was going to happen this weekend, what I didn't know was that THAT something was going to SUCK! Last night I found out that the guy that I love with all my heart is planning on moving. We have been dating for 1 year and 6 months this weekend coming up. He also told me that for the past few weeks he has had thoughts of going on a break with me. For some reason that hurt me more then him telling me he is moving because that has not hit me yet. Now if we would have been fighting or not getting along I could see where going on a break could come in, but we don't fight and we get along for the most part. Compared to some of my friends relationships we are like fuckin Nick and Jessica. So I don't really understand what I did and why everything is falling apart!
"The Brilliant Dance"
So this is odd,
the painful realization that has all gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
and nobody cares at all.
So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade.
So this is strange,
our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance
where nobody leads at all,
where nobody leads at all.
And the picture frames are facing down
and the ringing from this empty sound
is deafening and keeping you from sleep.
And breathing is a foreign task
and thinking's just too much to ask
and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights.
This is incredible.
Starving, insatiable,
yes,THIS IS LOVE FOR THE FIRST TIME!
Well you'd like to think that you were invincible.
Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?
Well this is the last time.
"The Brilliant Dance"
So this is odd,
the painful realization that has all gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
and nobody cares at all.
So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade.
So this is strange,
our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance
where nobody leads at all,
where nobody leads at all.
And the picture frames are facing down
and the ringing from this empty sound
is deafening and keeping you from sleep.
And breathing is a foreign task
and thinking's just too much to ask
and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights.
This is incredible.
Starving, insatiable,
yes,THIS IS LOVE FOR THE FIRST TIME!
Well you'd like to think that you were invincible.
Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?
Well this is the last time.