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So today was a pretty good day,ill start with yesterday. YEsterday was awful, my boss at work wanted me to take on all these responsiblities that i just wasnt able to take on, and i was so confused and i just didnt know what the fuck i was going to do. I didnt eat anything all day yesterday but a bagel, and tea, so at 530 i started shaking in my car cus i was so hungry and traffic was crazy, so i got another bagel/.gurrr..with butter:*(..The whole time i was telling myself how i am useless peice of ass. I didnt even go to my support group. I was to tired. Then got home..rested and had apeice of gaflta fish. Cira wanted to go out so we went to croxleys and she drank and got chicken fingers. I had finger. Then cira and i drove around, and she gave me a vic,. i took it and fellttt so good..hehe went back to Ciras and,,yah well had fun..went to bed, and then 2day i woke up and called my boss telling her i wont b able to stay at the firm because i couldnt deal w/ the responsibilites at work. She told me she wanted me to stay and said she woas sorry cus she kinda just threw it all at me once. She is really a nice person. TOday i ate a bagel Rasin(nothin on it)ICeing from a cake..Not alot..A big peice of gefelta fish, a table spoon of ice cream, and i just headed up some rice and chicken 220 calories, but it tasted like shit, so i prolly had a150 calories worth.I think i might go to the bar2night , meet up w.cira and her friend chris,dunoo tho. Cus i need to fit a workout in and mad tiredd. Its so warm in my house..aright im out