gotta shake it.
i've been looking at this page for a few min. now.
there went a few more.
It's been a strange 3 hours.
I'm not lonely or sad. There are so many reason why I am otherwise. BUt... the last three hours I have felt soo lonely and sad. I probably shouldn't even type this... I know I will feel normal again really soon. Maybe even within minutes. BUt i need to get something out. somewhere.
I just don't know how to "diagnose" this feeling... I am not missing anyone, nothing hugely dissapointing has happened in my immediate life recently. I have nothing but reasons to be hopeful and content. I am so blessed. I just FEEEL lonely. I'm not.
and i need to be thinking about my interview instead of feeling this way.
Time to snap out of sappy movie mode and back into life. Uhg... Girlness.
I'm not going to apologize for the emorific entry either. this is LJ. It's expected. it's honest and it's over.
there went a few more.
It's been a strange 3 hours.
I'm not lonely or sad. There are so many reason why I am otherwise. BUt... the last three hours I have felt soo lonely and sad. I probably shouldn't even type this... I know I will feel normal again really soon. Maybe even within minutes. BUt i need to get something out. somewhere.
I just don't know how to "diagnose" this feeling... I am not missing anyone, nothing hugely dissapointing has happened in my immediate life recently. I have nothing but reasons to be hopeful and content. I am so blessed. I just FEEEL lonely. I'm not.
and i need to be thinking about my interview instead of feeling this way.
Time to snap out of sappy movie mode and back into life. Uhg... Girlness.
I'm not going to apologize for the emorific entry either. this is LJ. It's expected. it's honest and it's over.