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one more day of 22ness.
It's been good. very even, and repetitive. I am ready for some oddities. Ones I may not have encountered before. Bring on 23. J.E.W. can come... and some good friends and God...the rest I am leaving in 22. it may have been good but it doesn't need to come. I am in one of those expressionistic moods. I want to draw but i am too tired to start now. I have to work in the morning. finally.
Subbing is working out okay.... I am so excited for Monday though. I have an interview for what i like to refer to as the perfect job...
A.M. Kindergarten teacher ...plan and implement a new curriculum for preschoolers in the afternoon... full benefits and free health club membership.....oH man. it seems to be made for me. but only time will tell... :)
Jake and Angie got married this weekend and I got myself into an awkward situation. I never wanted to play the game... but when was forced to... i realized it would have been nice to have some better answers up my sleeve. nOw... i'm not sure what to say.
here's a groundbreaker... "You two look happy together, and so am I. HOnestly! FinallY!"
I can't pretend that the recent changes in my plans to move out aren't a huge bummer ...or that when i do, it won't be with Aim. BUT i can say that it's not worth being too bummed out about. I have more time to save...stabalize...pray. And Amy and I will be exactly the same.( minus the bathroom) ... I prayed for HIS will and direction and I am getting it. Thus... there is nothing but slight dissapointment and increasing hope and peace. It would have been an amazing bathroom though ! ;)
Not mad or even sad... just a little bummed on the surface. IT's really fine.
It's what i asked for. Change...direction...an interview. :)
2 nights ago I drove home from the Johnsons's to my cabin at 2:30 AM. my favorote 06summer memory so far. I was overcome by His wonder. To my right the moon was full. Through the sunroof the stars were BRILLIANT and to my left... NOrthern lights! "honestly" was playing and it seemed to fit suprisingly well.
Cuz there's no place that i could be without You...
HE knew i needed a reminder. I am such a metal strayer. when i got there... the water was glass and everything from the sky was perfectly mirrored. I don;t even want to type about it anymore. My struggles to descibe it will never do HIm justice. I felt close.
music is great.
This entry is written in " lifestyle" scattered and with no defined goal except continued faith.
i am not satisfied with this post... but i am feeling distracted.
*i am Morgan's "god parent!" :)
* I miss beki and tara today!
*Mr. Sheehan went home. He will be soooo deeply missed, and continually used to encourage the faith of many. Comfort and provide for his family Lord.
* One thing Mr. Sheehan taught me ( by example especially) is how important and effective it is to live intentionally FOR Christ.
There's a goal.
It's been good. very even, and repetitive. I am ready for some oddities. Ones I may not have encountered before. Bring on 23. J.E.W. can come... and some good friends and God...the rest I am leaving in 22. it may have been good but it doesn't need to come. I am in one of those expressionistic moods. I want to draw but i am too tired to start now. I have to work in the morning. finally.
Subbing is working out okay.... I am so excited for Monday though. I have an interview for what i like to refer to as the perfect job...
A.M. Kindergarten teacher ...plan and implement a new curriculum for preschoolers in the afternoon... full benefits and free health club membership.....oH man. it seems to be made for me. but only time will tell... :)
Jake and Angie got married this weekend and I got myself into an awkward situation. I never wanted to play the game... but when was forced to... i realized it would have been nice to have some better answers up my sleeve. nOw... i'm not sure what to say.
here's a groundbreaker... "You two look happy together, and so am I. HOnestly! FinallY!"
I can't pretend that the recent changes in my plans to move out aren't a huge bummer ...or that when i do, it won't be with Aim. BUT i can say that it's not worth being too bummed out about. I have more time to save...stabalize...pray. And Amy and I will be exactly the same.( minus the bathroom) ... I prayed for HIS will and direction and I am getting it. Thus... there is nothing but slight dissapointment and increasing hope and peace. It would have been an amazing bathroom though ! ;)
Not mad or even sad... just a little bummed on the surface. IT's really fine.
It's what i asked for. Change...direction...an interview. :)
2 nights ago I drove home from the Johnsons's to my cabin at 2:30 AM. my favorote 06summer memory so far. I was overcome by His wonder. To my right the moon was full. Through the sunroof the stars were BRILLIANT and to my left... NOrthern lights! "honestly" was playing and it seemed to fit suprisingly well.
Cuz there's no place that i could be without You...
HE knew i needed a reminder. I am such a metal strayer. when i got there... the water was glass and everything from the sky was perfectly mirrored. I don;t even want to type about it anymore. My struggles to descibe it will never do HIm justice. I felt close.
music is great.
This entry is written in " lifestyle" scattered and with no defined goal except continued faith.
i am not satisfied with this post... but i am feeling distracted.
*i am Morgan's "god parent!" :)
* I miss beki and tara today!
*Mr. Sheehan went home. He will be soooo deeply missed, and continually used to encourage the faith of many. Comfort and provide for his family Lord.
* One thing Mr. Sheehan taught me ( by example especially) is how important and effective it is to live intentionally FOR Christ.
There's a goal.