aftermath....dum dum dum....
so lis...you are right...i just need to s.l.o.w. it down. bla...well i was never one for going slow...you've seen the way i drive. . .foot on the gass and i'm shifting gears!! ahaha!! well..yes i will just have to "date" around as you put it. but to be completely honest with you i hate the dating scene; it sucks..and seemingly pointless. So I am once again here...alone. ahhh well. what to do? its not as though i'm not use to it. i think seriously that i just want what i once had...ages ago with Jesse [see what i have to go by..an ass!!]. Not as though that worked out...who knows what i really want or need...i know this that i am never satisfied with what i get...i always want to jump the fence to that greener grass!! ♥