retarded...
<><>So this is the most I've updated my LJ in forever!! But I've been really frustrated lately with alot of things... For one apparently I'm no fun to hang out with anymore..and now I've been told that it's scary I dont go out as much anymore..Theres a reason I don't just tell people my true feelings, every time I do I'm told I'm being retarded, or I shouldn't feel the way I do cuz it's stupid. Isn't the point of someone asking you how you feel is to better understand wut ur thinking, not to tell you what they think you should feel?! It bothers the hell out of me..One main reason I don't go out that much anymore is becuz most of the time I feel like I'm being forced to go out..I don't wanna piuss everyone off by not going out but then I'm there and hate it..I'm not in the best mood cuz I never really wanted to go out in the 1st place...I think its gay that sumone always feels the need to go out just cuz were young and thats what young people should do..UGH! I hate my life right now..and its all ur fault!!
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