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So I sw Joe Day at Daddbous yesterday and he asked me how I was doing, and he told me that he still actually reads this journal! It made me smile that he hasnt forgotten about me because i still think about him!
And I then I realized that all this stuff in my livejournal.. I guess I would refer to it as trash talk (for lack of better words) on Matt. I come here to vent about him, cause Im pretty sure not that many people read it.
I dont want everyone who reds this to think hes like a dick to me or anything, because hes not. He does alot for me.. and is always paying for me and giving me the last of what hes got.. I mean I am his first girlfriend so I probably should cut him some slack in some of the stupid/blissfull things he does..
I know if he ever gets bored and finally thinks to check ym LJ.. hes going to be mad..
anyways.. my parents are gone until Wensday. I get the house to myself. If you wanna stay here or just come hang out, do it. I dont wanna be alone. I hate being alone so much..
And I then I realized that all this stuff in my livejournal.. I guess I would refer to it as trash talk (for lack of better words) on Matt. I come here to vent about him, cause Im pretty sure not that many people read it.
I dont want everyone who reds this to think hes like a dick to me or anything, because hes not. He does alot for me.. and is always paying for me and giving me the last of what hes got.. I mean I am his first girlfriend so I probably should cut him some slack in some of the stupid/blissfull things he does..
I know if he ever gets bored and finally thinks to check ym LJ.. hes going to be mad..
anyways.. my parents are gone until Wensday. I get the house to myself. If you wanna stay here or just come hang out, do it. I dont wanna be alone. I hate being alone so much..