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I dont know how happy I am.
Its like Im REAL happy one minutes and things are fine.
Then the next its like the extreme opposite.
of course this all has to do with Matt.
and thats why, at times, like now, idk if were suppose to be togheter.
And i dont dare bring it up bc then hell just get mad, and wont try to fix it.
i cried agains last night.
and i want to again right now.
Its like Im REAL happy one minutes and things are fine.
Then the next its like the extreme opposite.
of course this all has to do with Matt.
and thats why, at times, like now, idk if were suppose to be togheter.
And i dont dare bring it up bc then hell just get mad, and wont try to fix it.
i cried agains last night.
and i want to again right now.