Echoes
decided on skipping tuition classes today for a hideous excuse, when i'm not suppose to. i'm indeed trembling at the thought of seeing him for any two hours and longer. his eyes always succeed in electrocuting me although preparing a shield before facing this anxiety has never been efficient. i'm hoping for the days to be filled with superfluous excitement and gratifications. the opportunities are getting thinner and lesser so i'll spend my time mugging books, writing eloquent letters, and watching videos on youtube. i already have lots of regrets and discontentment to release out. holding back grudges is really burdensome that i don't look forward to bringing them up in life. but all the effort i gave in never once was appreciated. i am planning on writing you a letter these next couple of days and will mail it out straight away before it's too late. i take you very seriously and so should you, please be perceptible. i hate coke now, always gulping down half a can only is enough to upset my stomach until i couldn't even concentrate on anything important. so annoying. sitting at home alone with a dwell magazine while waiting for hayden is intolerant and especially he has promised me to bring oliver along, i can't possibly wait to see them soon!