let the phone ring ... lets go back to sleep <3
FINALLY....
after all the wishing and praying and tears and nights of endless night mares and daydreams & panic attacks...
i have my OLD ORIGINAL steven back.
2 days in a row. ive seen him 2 days in a row and tonight will be a third. the way it used to be. with being held and kisses.
he wanted ME to come over tonight. he was kissing ME. hes making plans for us. and he was seemed happy for once. the past few times i had seen him something was wrong. but last night everything was perfect again.
we woke up in the middle of the night at the same time. i think he was still asleep a bit but he goes *Tara, I'm so sorry* and i asked for what and he goes *everything*
he knows he hurt me. but i also know, he still loves me. thats the important part.
and i will undoubtably see him next week cause its my faculty party and the week after is my birthday.
everything is how it should be.
it just proves... if you are patient... everything will work out on its own.
after all the wishing and praying and tears and nights of endless night mares and daydreams & panic attacks...
i have my OLD ORIGINAL steven back.
2 days in a row. ive seen him 2 days in a row and tonight will be a third. the way it used to be. with being held and kisses.
he wanted ME to come over tonight. he was kissing ME. hes making plans for us. and he was seemed happy for once. the past few times i had seen him something was wrong. but last night everything was perfect again.
we woke up in the middle of the night at the same time. i think he was still asleep a bit but he goes *Tara, I'm so sorry* and i asked for what and he goes *everything*
he knows he hurt me. but i also know, he still loves me. thats the important part.
and i will undoubtably see him next week cause its my faculty party and the week after is my birthday.
everything is how it should be.
it just proves... if you are patient... everything will work out on its own.