if you love me... come find me

Oct 03, 2006 22:54

if you love me
come find me
make up your mind

he came and found me. after 2 months... he came and found me... after 2 months he realizes he really fucked up.
he text me. we're going out to catch up and talk on thursday.

yes i am talking about steven. he was sober and not high. he was straight.

we all know this is my dream come true. i love him always have and i know hes always cared about me. we both agree we have alot to talk about. i dont know what will happen. i have been talking to a very nice boywho calls me everyday just to see how my day is. just because he cares.

i cryed alot today. i cryed while i talked to him. im retarted... on my way to school. then i cryed at school when i got my essay that i worked my ass off. i got a fucking C+. i have NEVER gotten below a B on a paper. and i have never worked SOOO hard on a paper. the teacher said she can tell i worked hard and that she knew i would be upset. but hse said she will help me re-write it and theres no question that it Will be an A paper. shes great....

me and matt sat and talked surring break and then he waited for me outside of the end of class while i talked to the proffessor. he walked me to my car and kissed me goodbye. he's so sweet.

oh choices.
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