Being alone
Sometimes I wish to not feel a need to interact with people. I wish I was content being by myself all the time. I hate how sometimes people can make my day and how they could make me feel so sad by the slightest action/comment. It feels so dependent. I don't want to rely on that; I want to rely on myself to make myself happy all the time because it's more consistent. I wish to not feel lonely when I don't talk to anyone for an entire day. This sounds morbid, but sometimes I wish to not interact with anyone for the longest time to see if I could take it, and if I could love myself enough to not need other people to love me or react a certain way to me.