Pathetic
I've grown rather pathetic lately. Well, more pathetic. I've just been out and about with the car. And it's like hey, I got a car now. i can drive, girls can come out with me and i can show them a better time. But no, of course not. it's never like the way I fucking want it to be. WELCOME TO LIFE MIKE MIRO! Welcome to fucking life. It's not hell, it's not heaven, it's worst then anything Satan can come up with. I'm just so fucking tired of this loneliness. and I'm tired of being tired. I have a band, I have a car, and I have friends. Good friends too. Now i need my ribon. The girl to tie everything down. Tht's what i need. Sorry if it sounds pathetic to think of all this shit as nothing, and i don't. I enjoy that I have all this and i know there's worst for I've been in worst. Just 3 months ago i had nothing. I know this is all sounding, pathetic, as the title sudgets. Shouldn't I be happy though? Shouldn't I be content now? I have a striving career and a car and all i can think about is being alone. I hate it though. And there isn't even a single person I'm interested in. Scratch that, there isn't a single person that could be interested in me. And I don't blame them. I'm going to go and get some more to drink. *shoots self*