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May 01, 2005 00:17

Do you believe that it's possible to find your soulmate at a young age? Do you even believe in soulmates? I feel like there's one perfect person out there for everyone, and it's only a matter of time before you find them. You may find them, take a break, and come back three years, five years later, or ten years later.. but it's all possible. Love makes it all possible. I believe that it's very possible for a person to find their soulmate as a teenager.. but only if they are mature enough to know what love is. Love is never something to be taken for granted, because in the true form, it is so hard to find. But you know when you're in love.. you never doubt them, you always want to be there, you see yourselves as one. Love is powerful. Love can make you cry, love can make you smile and never stop, and love in the end, will conquer all.

I believe in finding your soulmate and spending the rest of your life with them.

On another note, I believe that a lot of people BS their feelings and their thoughts because they just don't want to reveal what they're really thinking or feeling. But if you lie to yourself enough, you'll believe it anyway.. So why not, huh? Because your thoughts and feelings and others' thoughts and feelings matter the most.

I went to Habitat for Humanity today. It was really fun. We got paint all over eachother, and I sang "Ain't no mountain high enough..." and probably, annoyed some people.. but I liked it. While I was painting, I realized that I'm in two service organizations and I love it. I get a sense of accomplishment and I feel so happy that I'm helping people. The people that are going to live in that house now have painted walls and we did a darn good job at it. I'm proud of us. I'm proud of all the service that we do.

I go through a lot of mood swings, and times when I'm so sad about Dane.. and then others, where I just have faith that everything's going to be okay, no matter what. I probably should find a middle ground or just stick to one, because I'm getting sick of myself. I shall pray about this a lot.

Well, sort of long entry I suppose.. and I didn't even have to try to put stuff in, it just flowed. That's always a nice feeling.

I love my friends; I love all the people that were at Habitat today; I love people that make me smile when they don't even know that I'm sad; I love silly people; I love my parents even if they do annoy me sometimes; I love painting and singing at the same time; I love my bestest friend Monica J. Caro. << she is awesome and beautiful. :)

Today was okay. Thank you Lord, I love you.
<3 stina-lane
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