Jul 12, 2004 14:23
such a shitty day yesterday.
rob broke up with me .. i'd tell you why .. but apparently i dont know the whole deal with that .. probably never will considering he wont talk to me.
didnt sleep a wink last night .. and thats not an exaggeration.
havent stopped crying since about eleven thirty last night.
havent eaten anything in two days other than a hot dog and a piece of a rice ball.
ive lost my faith in god and myself.
i'm hoping i'll be smited or someone will run me over.
that would probably mean i have to leave my house though, which i dont intend on doing.
i didnt go to work today because i was too upset to move.
i'm an asshole.
and i'm sorry .. if that means anything to you.