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this past week has honestly been hell. i guess it's for the best though... you make mistakes and you learn from them. i'm sick now, and i'm pretty sure i'm staying home tomorrow. my feelings are very mixed at the moment, and it's really difficult to think these things through. a phone call or a nice comment would be greatly appreciated. i've never been so confused in my life. all i need is that sign. that one sign. i need that soo bad. i watched the notebook last night. by myself. and i cried. by myself. i'm normally not sad like this, i'm normally very happy and/or outgoing. but things aren't well. thanks for listening. heart!