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I'm very angry with myself. and i feel i've done wrong. i can't stop how i feel, but i'm pretty sure i can change how i express it. both of you mean everything to me. i'm staying home from school today, because my mom thought i'd hang myself at school, cause i looked so down. i wrote this for you.
Under no circumstance should i have done what i have done. Forever woken, only the sense of your smile will put this lonely heart to sleep. An apology is merely a small piece to the puzzle of this love. Just let me show you how much you really mean to me. I've done wrong, Lord. Please, show me the way. Show me the next step in this bloody war; this war of broken hearts; this war of endless mourning; this war of everything i despise.
i need you.
Under no circumstance should i have done what i have done. Forever woken, only the sense of your smile will put this lonely heart to sleep. An apology is merely a small piece to the puzzle of this love. Just let me show you how much you really mean to me. I've done wrong, Lord. Please, show me the way. Show me the next step in this bloody war; this war of broken hearts; this war of endless mourning; this war of everything i despise.
i need you.